Finallymy parent found out the secret that I had been hiding for this few years~~~ Actually I feel much better as this secret had been bothering me alot... But then I really dont know how I did it!! At least Im feeling lighter as they know what makes me become like now... Hopefully by this few months everything will settle down!!

Sometime things will get out of control and seriously, I had went overboard... I really dont know how I did it... My mind is always thinking how can I get it back!!! And always hope they wont discover it... Although I know there is a day they would found out... And the day is today...

Although this is not one of my plan for letting them know my secret that bother me so much~~ Anyway, I told them my planning already... It will get settle within this few months...

And stop saying I always do this and that when Im actually didnt do as you all dont know what Im thinking... If only they could understand me more, maybe I wont became like now... Although I know it is not fully their fault, but afterall, I already tired my best to let you notice me...

By the way, I really need counselling liaox... No matter what good or bad, my brain does not let me rest... Even I sleep early, my brain still running!!! My brain keep thinking this thinking that and all are rubbish, Im really tired of thinking but still I dont get a chance to rest...

Does anyone also have the same problem as me?? I really need help in this as my head is 24/7 running which give me headache...

Shall end here... Need sleep!!!