Monday, after work went Lot1 to have dinner, and my mum called saying she not at home, so I ask Edwin out to Lot1 to join us for dinner. Met Yvonne's bf then head to Sakae had our funny dinner as tt couple, hahax, make me feel like Im their mum bringing kids out for dinner nehx.

After dinner, go to TS to buy my L Change the World DVD =] I not only buying that. I also went round the TS looking for some interesting vcd and in the end -.- I bought Lollipop 1st album and Hei Tang Ma Ji Duo. Next pay up and to Sembawang (cd shop), saw Hei Tan Ma Ji Duo derhx album. But think wait for pay come then buy =p so say bye to Yvonne and her bf and off to KFC to take-away food for that CB FUCKER ROY!! Dam FUCK lorhx. Course of him I cant shop longer. NB.

After that rush home watch my DVD =p I watch both Death Note movie 1 & 2 in cinema but I didnt watch L Change the World in cinema. Know why? hmm. Seriously. After that broke up, till now, I only watch less than 10 movies and its already 1year. lolx. But I bought alot DVD and VCD back home watch instead of watching at cinema =p

Tuesday, is suppose to be "OUR" 6th year anniversary. Well~~ I didnt go to work due to not enough sleep. Woke up, and I continue my movie. Till evening, dad say go IMM, prepare and had our dinner fast. Boom~~ To IMM. As usual walk around lorhx. But sian as gaint nothing to buy -.- In the end, mum, Edwin and me, went to Swensen. order Banana Split and Curry Chicken Bake Rice to share. After Bake Rice was served, I order another Chocolate Milkshake. Finish the bake rice and banana split, here come our milkshake. So YUMMY can. Next time go Swensen, DIE DIE must ORDER!! =p Bill it and went to find dad =] Then Boom back home ^^
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haix... 18 & 19 June and 1st & 6th July, is the day that good and bad memories hunt me!!


1st July 2002 = The day WE start our relationship!
18 June 2007 = The day I found the truth
19 June 2007 = The day he lie to me that he will be fair but STILL they start relationship!
6 July 2007 = The day when I had let go but due to his stupid sentence, I cry and fall AGAIN!


Why isnt there a happy ending?

Why does happy ending always happen with so much torturing?

Why does people need love?

Why does people feeling gone when in love?

Why is there one-side love?

Why does someone who have the ability yet still want to snatch other people love?

Why love can hurt people so much?

Why cant people think maturely when in love?

Why is there always one people give way so much?

Why cant there be fairy god-mother?

Why does guys always look for slim gf?

Why love not go by feeling and inner heart?

WHY？ WHY?


I REALLY CANT UNDERSTAND??

If you dont love or even have any feeling towards your another half? Why dont you tell him/her earlier? The longer the time you drag? The deeper hurt your other half get when you say the magic word: "I HAVE NO FEELING FOR YOU! LETS BREAK UP!"

ITS SO HURTFUL TO HEAR THAT!


And also why can a few days relationship can get one of them fell for another so fast? Seriously, I DONT BELIEVE IT! Due to my bad exprience, its pretty hard to believe in TRUE LOVE, EVERLASTING, TRUST, FEELING, RESPONSIBLE. All this are just LIES!!!



At 1st thought I found a TRUE LOVE, he made me TRUST him so much, that made me have a feeling that, our relationship will be EVERLASTING, and so thought he will be RESPONIBLE guy, I fell into his dirty trap. My tail got caught by his trap! And all the mushy and "SERIOUS" words he say are just LIES~~~~

Nevermind just counted myself no luck!!

Sometime I also cant understand why can someone sad for breaking up then not longer later can found another half. You see. This are tempory. Not long later there they break up again hahax. What for getting into another relationship right after your break up? dont you feel tired of relationship? I dont know, but I think is maybe they dont want to be alone? But why cant you find a friend instead of relationship which might hurt you sooner?

Well thats your choice. Im just say by what I feel hahax.