erm... I dont know why... But I want to say is. I think I still have feeling for him barhx lolx...

This few days been sms-ing with one of the girl I know from HIM... They know each other from net... hahhax... she asking me about Him and Me and of course HER!!! lolx... she also ask me, how long we broke up lerhx... do i still have feeling for him lolx...

I reply saying next month is 1year lerhx... and as for the feeling I dont know lolx... But I can tell that maybe there is as I keep compare him with other guys... And in the end he still what I want... Mayb I used to be with him... lolx... and ya he been treating me so badly... But he is the only one who care and support me when Im in need... lolx...

Then later my cousin Kalyn, who also study in NYP sms me, telling me that she saw HIM and HER!!! I ask her he saw her not, she say should be have course they walk past her and she also told me that they were hands in hands... And she just STARE at HIM lolx...

later gonna call her ask her whats his expression when saw her hahhax... IM SO CURIOUS... I also told Yvonne the Miss WWE that I feel weird and feel like crying lolx... somehow I still have bits of feeling hahhaax... But I also say IM STRONG!!! i wont cry for him... but cry for myself lolx...

shall end 1st =p to be continue~~~