changed my blog background music^^ DBSK!!! Loving You, Hug, Purple Line and O-Jung Ban!!! try to listen barhx =p no hamr to your ears right hahahx... though cant understanf but follow the music flows... can have some feeling with the song... like Loving You, its lik sad song sobb...

Hug leix is something to tell someone that you wish they can hug you^^ Purple Line arhx... i dont know lerhx but i like the song and the MV too ^^ go watch and you can see their dancing step is so smooth nehx^^ and O-Jung Ban!!! i never forget that timei die die must watch it once before i go to bed hahhax...

If they ever coming to singapore... i sure die die must go see them^^ especially Hero Kim JaeJoong =p he have a pretty face nehx... JEALOUS =p kakakax... Enjoy the song barhx shall end here hahahx...

oh no!!! im sick again haix... having sore throat and flu at this time, at this season is so troublesome and torturing!!! especially i did not take leave and went to work... real toturing lorhx...

office is already so damn freaking cold, wearing jacket is still not enough for me... and there this guy still on the portable fan -.- never mind... what i mind was... he on the fan and gone disappear!!! wtf... then what for you on the fan when you not there enjoying the cool?? kaoxz... you trying to freeze me till death!!!

and next was today have to go out for lunch as pantry is occupied!!! went out and yet i dont know what to eat... and so i order yong tuo fu bee hoon soup... im the last to finish my food hahhax... somemore i throw some of the bee hoon out as there is hair in the portion... make me want to vomit out!!!

after that michelle help me buy star fruit juice and it taste dam awful lorhx... they add in so much water and it taste weird... in the end i throw away cant finish it... next is my eye...

really trying hard to keep my eye open... as im getting so sleepy lorhx... so torturing siahx... seriously, i can even wear the jacket and stand under the sun... and no sweat come out lorhx... and i still can say im cold lolx...

now only going to 3pm... haix 2 more hours then can go home rest in peace hahahx... i must faster get well siahx... tomorrow is my grandpa birthday!!! and saturday is mine birthday party!!! so much faster get well... if not people who are there see a pale looking me celebrating my birthday!!! lolx... hey its kinda scary derhx lorhx... macham like ghost hahhax...

shall end here... cant tahan liaox..think im gonna bang onto my desk hahahx

The best thing to hold in life is EACH OTHER...

I dont have each other to hold to!!! dang!!!

Yvonne mail me something while im working lolx... here it goes^^

i had a very long relationship dat lasted frm when i was 15 to 20.... it ended 2 yrs ago...i loved dat guy alot, n he loved me too...we were like 2 peas in a pod....alot of pple ( frenz n strangers ) haf commented we look very alike... we shared e same interests too..we both love pets and work in 2gther in a petshop n we love going zoo everywk.when he went army, he was very scared he would lose me...he's quite a possessive guy who get jealous v easily. but he's a v sweet n romantic guy... we were plannin to get married this yr... we meet everyday for e 5 yrs we were 2gether... every1 we noe ( my n his classmates, colleagues, frenz ) say we were e most loving couple they ever meet.on e nite b4 he dumped me, he was still his usual self...he keep tellin me i muz b faithful n dat he love me v much..suddenly e next morn, he send me an sms sayin he wan to break... i was devastated...i tried all ways n means to find e reason y.... i waited under his blk for days but he was hostile... he completely chg, juz like dat....our mutual frenz help me ask him y but he clamped up. 2 yrs haf passed n he's still quite unfriendly....i'm heartbroken n i would cry myself to sleep at nite, even til now...but everything seem to grow worse since mar... wherever i go, i see him , be it jurong or tampines or town. every1 says its fate, but its very bad for me. twice, i sat beside him on e bus w/o realising it ( so coincidence rite??? )i stopped going to e zoo ever since we broke up (too many memories). juz last wk, i called my fren askin him to accompany me dere. he told me my ex was on e line w him a moment ago askin him e same qn! things r goin too weird, i cant help but wonder... is god playing a joke on me??last sat, i told my fren i doubt i would b so lucky ( or suay? ) to see him again n guess wat? i bumped into him at bugis dat afternoon. everytime i see him i feel as if my heart would break all over again... ( i count myself damn lucky i haven seen him wif his gf )
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after reading that... im counting myself lucky... as i never be so "LUCKY" to meet him anywhere unless is his friends ask me out with him along... hahahx... hey wth... why am i starting to talk about him?? that weird... so weird... why everyday sure have something about him?? just dont get it -.- think this is only thing that happen after the break up lolx...

today meet angel mama at bus-stop then took bus to IMM there as i need go to Sony Ericsson service centre. After that head to IMM and had our lunch at Ichiban Sushi. Eat till very full liaox... then she went down company yu quan smoke and wait for lene... After that, they came up and start eating again... lolx...

after that went around 2nd floor and head down to find yu quan at her working place... angel mama and lene walk around the shop and try different clothes... hahahx... funny was... lene want angel mama to try on full length clothes as it look cute and she really go and try hahahx...

when i look at them trying the clothes in the shop, i was thinking back to the times before i start growing... haix... it makes me really wanted to go slimming centre liaox =p anyway^^ after that went to walk around buying shoes ehhx... not me... i cant find any i wan derhx... but both lene n angel mama =p after that went to gaint buy toilet roll =p not i need... is angel mama need derhx hahahx...

after that went to prefume shop and finding a prefume as a present for jo... Finally bought one and cost wow!!! This was the 1st expensive present in my life i BOUGHT for friend =p lolx... After that took cab back home...

And just now... while i was viewing friendster profile... i came across one of "HIS" classmate derhx profile... and then scroll down... saw this video that i want to share... =p




when i watch this, i really really compare his looks from the video with the now derhx... SO MUCH DIFFERENT!!! now so UGLY =p

ok... got to sleep lerhx... 10pm!!! i need ENOUGH SLEEPS!!! nitghtie night mauckx...

Came across this thing in my friend blog... As im bored and so i click and to the quiz... Pretty true... dont you think so??? lolx...




I had predicted!!! My birthday sure nobody come haix... Even the 3 guys who I'm so call "CLOSE" derhx haix... 1 say got friend chalet, another say go for what, but at least another 1 say he will come as he promise he will very long ago so no choice...

then another guy say will come very long long ago... now wanted to comfirm with him and he online but yet DISAPPEAR... i mean msg him in msn no reply... haix... after that i guess... secondary derhx girlfriends also not coming... can understand larhx... i at first Zhong Se Qing You... after break up, they help me by cheering me... then after that... ask me out... i last minute put plane... haix...

now see my list... seems like my friend are so LIMITED!!! haix... if that time i never get into relationship with HIM, i guess i still can be like them having gathering... and also i wont be ANTI-ED!!! and also i wont be like lost everything for that break up... all my dreams, aims, even future, trust, all gone in just one word "BREAK"

im so useless... but nevermind larhx... at least now i wont be bother to worry not enough food... and so i guess... i dont need to buy extra fried food and waste my effort and time to go prepare extra food and messing myself in the kitchen just to worry whether my guest are starving...

i expected very long ago when i was very fan on where to open my party... and planning my birthday i keep thinking of others... WHAT FOR THINKING OF THEM!!! NO ONE APPREATIATE!!! IF IM NOT THE ONE SPOILING FRIENDSHIP, BY KEEP PUTTING PLANE ON THEM!!! MY LIFE WONT BE LIKE THIS!!!WHO TO BLAME NOW?? NO ONE BUT ME MYSELF...

really... i really really want to time travel to the time that i NEVER ACCEPT HIM!!! if not cause of him... i wont lost my "BESTFRIEND" i wont lost my freedom, i wont lost my interest, i wont lost my dreams, my aims, and even the MOST IMPORTANT THING THAT IS PART OF ME!!! and again... WHO TO BLAME!!! OF COURSE IS ME LARHX...

why so stupid... go believe him?? trust him, forgive him and this is what im getting!!! serve me right... think whoever reading this is laughing... why is my life so SUCK siahx... though my life now like very fine to everyone... but who really understand me?? NOBODY!!!

im everyday work and work... after work, go home... at home sit infront my computer... watch n watch my drama i had downloaded... now doing something interesting... open blogshop larhx... also stress myself... then after that leix... nothing else...

seriously... this is my birthday... and i keep thinking of others... scare not convience, scare people not happy... scare this and that... and my relatives and parents say me... "its your birthday, why care for other, stupid" see this... i tio say STUPID AGAIN!!! hahahax... even i myself also feel im like DUM!!!

i really really getting apart from my attitude... i myself also feel like stranger... mind, heart, hands and legs are not funtioning properly... even simple thing also cant do... what if this is my last birthday??? and no one care to come and celebrate for me?? i dont mind if you come empty hand... what i want is... how people think of me?? do they regards me as friends??

i once told my cousin... i very scare not enough food... and i didnt manage to invite all my friends... i invite those who i feel important... then my cousin say... wah mean only VIP can come lorhx... then must show up... so what... now all the so call "FRIENDS" have own business... study derhx study... working derhx working... who bother to remember me as their "FRIENDS" when i say they are to me?? well...

wo kan qing zhe ge shi jie lerhx... i dont want keep having any fear that, i will get backstab or anything... i just carry on my life doing my own thing like nobody business... anyone want say me for typing this post... just say barhx... not happy what i write tell me too... i very welcome you comment... since since nobody care to bother or remember me...

best i just pass away and you were last to know the news... think you also wont regret barhx.. cause im NOBODY!!! think my previous post on dont when... then boring questions are like so true to me liaox...

the question which ask: will you tell anyone or everyone if you are going to die... and guess my answer was right... i will rather go sliently... cause i dont think anyone will feel sad if im dead... cause nothing change if i just gone like that... cause all the while... im just like nobody and not someone who ever know me as a FRIEND!! i wont feel sad of it cause im USED TO IT!!! since primary school... classmates ANTI me... secondary... starting ok ok derhx... then later... lalalalallax... wow... hard to see anyone in fron tof me but ONLY 2 GUYS!!! obviously is the USELESS JERK and 1 of the monsters lorhx... ITE... like nobody business...

nitec that time... right after school... i was like something that just poff... and gone of sight... cause meeting that USELESS JERK... then high nitec... i come in and go... come in and go... interest also start to GONE!!! and after graduated from ITE... working lerhx... one month ONLY!!! my life had a BIG STORM!!! and my life got even LONELY... if not c\that break up cause me to loose trust on people...

i dont think i will start drifting myself apart from people who actually trying to help me and get close to me... course im really really scare of getting hurt again... i really hope my so call "FRIENDS" can understand... this is my first relationship... and it last me so long... as those who know me... this relationship was like sunny and stormy day... and in the end he hurt me so much... and so... first experience i tio so badly... of cos... i never trust anyone... this world so scary... i dont want to say much...

just spread to whoever reading my post... 3rd may, saturday... i will be having my 21st Birthday at my house... you wan come... come at 5/6pm till next day if you want to stay... if not just wash your brain... forget about having me as your friend barhx...

i only care about MYSELF... if want me care or think of you as a FRIEND... you show me how you treat me first barhx... i had change... i dont care liaox... lost a friend or two is not just today derhx thing... it happen almost EVERYDAY and EVERYWHERE!!! im used to be aloner liaox... go watch "Zhe Li Yu Jian Ai" by zaizai, zhu xiao tian, wang chung yi, and other i dont know their name... my 1 part of life is like zai zai lolx... aloner hahhahx... buaix... im bored of telling much... BLAH!!!

today, meet angel mama at lot1. she brought her nephew along... very funny lorhx... angel mama wanted to buy him a car model... then he was standing there look here and there very the long... she even show him and ask he want this or that... no reply... he just stare at the toy car she holding... hahhax... after about half hour... FINALLY!!! he choose the car -.-

after that went to popular as i want to buy envelope and "something" then head to B1 as she want to buy solution water for contact lens... after that to ntuc... to do "something" after that we go to gain city as she want to buy her camera...

She bought T2 white color derhx... however i still prefer T70 larhx... hahhax... while she still thinking which to buy, i went to singpost to mail something to one of my customer heex... after that back to find her... and head to lot1 taxi stand and took cab back with her...

she alight 1st after that then to my place... hmmm... then at night while i was watching my taiwan drama which was cast by zai zai my last time idol =p hahhax... then that stupid despo come msn me AGAIN!!!

he say: hi
I say: hiie -.-
he say: ?
I say: nth
he say: ...
i say: ??
he say: nth u super quiet
i say: ...
he say: wooo, hu u love? (as my msn nick ending with "love you")
i say: mux love some1 den can say tt?
he say: erm, ya, haha... u seem very cold these days
i say: no
he say: to me u r, ur replies r, so r ur replies from sms. anyting i done wrong?
i say: no
he say: see
i say: see wad?
he say: ur replies
i say: any prob wib my reply?
he say: yes
i say: anything... my attitude
he say: fine, bye
i say: buaix... (block him waakkakakx)

after that, told my cousin who intro him to me... she also told me that... before she intro him to me, he also keep sms her saying he miss her... so what the **** siahx... hahahx... anyway... my cousin say him and he like not happy say back to my cousin about me... this is what my cousin show me...

he say: y must she onli complain thru u.
he say : nah, she never say much, she must have hinted me then, i dun take hints well (now then he got the hint that u doesnt like him)
he say: haha, dun like then dun like lor
he say: dun intend to tok to her anymore, she got that idiotic attitute

hahahx... after that... i told my cousin... whatever he want to say about me... not my problem as its his mind, brain, mouth... lolx... he want say my attitude lolx... not i showing attitude first lorhx... i'm hinting him derhx and not only me... my cousin also hinting him lorhx... but i dont think my cousin is hinting him...

my cousin was telling him stop bothering me... is that hinting?? my cousin also say only know me few days then start saying like me, and keep sms me "I MISS YOU" this phrase... kaox... SCARY CAN!!! lolx... this is why i HATE GUYS!!! especially DESPO GUYS!!! kaox...

haix... i'm really tired lolx... ohya forgot hahahx... that despo guy even put his msn nick as: "i badly need a gf" lmao!!! so f**king DESPO right... hahahx... anyway got to go >.< i'm TIRED!!!

YES!!! FINALLY!!! REGISTERED!!! erm... those who read my blog please shhh~~~ i don't wish to let my parent know till i really got the license as if they know sure got preasure derhx i'm scare... now me and *tt someone* who went to register very scare now... at first when i reach there, i got the feeling to give up on registering as people there are all so SERIOUS!!! damn scary lorhx...

In the end waited almost 1hour and FINALLY!!! our turn to register woohoo~~~ we promise to take together wakakkax... even if the timing is like 1 early another later also DIE DIE MUST WAIT to keep each other company!!!

now i'm looking for "TUTOR" to teach me for my BTT as i'm taking private derhx heex... but provided!!! MUST BE PAITENT WORX... as i'm slow learner heex... dangx...

and today... lolx... in office lots of funny things happen larhx... Yvonne, Michelle, Sok Wee and me was having our teabreak... then Michelle ask what i'm trying to ask about in the email!!! wahahahx.. Yvonne and me keep lol-in lorhx cause she know what i'm asking kakakax...

I'm sorry if i offend any guys in this question =p but its my BLOG, my MIND, and EVERYTHING is MINE!! so no choice wahahhax...

I at first in toilet, i ask yvonne... "Normally, how does guy position their 'BANANA' in the underwear or whatever pants?"

hahhax... then yvonne start grinning and lol-in and reply "why you suddenly ask this kinda question"

I reply " no larhx, cause i damn curious as morning you email me those funny pictures, saw one guy in swimsuit, his nut fall onto both side of the suit, and his 'BANANA' is facing UP!!! I thought its facing DOWNWARDS??"

then she reply "don't know leix, but heard is side"

then i reply "my * is positioning downward derhx leix. and that picture is facing up, SO CONFUSE"

and so after that email michelle and ask her. but she didnt reply-.- dang... But she ask when we having teabreak... dangx... and from there ahahhax... we keep laughing at the position and those abit rated stuffs!!!

and i guess, yvonne is getting annoy with my DANG DANG DANG!!! anyway!!! I GOTTA SLEEP NOW!!! very tired ... sob... niitex... poff *shalyn just vanlish again*

LATER IS THE DAY... THE DAY I... I... REGISTER DRIVING LESSON MUHAHAHHAAX...

I'M BEEN ANIT-ED!!! SAD LARHX...

ok. I'm not bored but sleepy now wakakkax... now is 10am in the morning =p visit some nuffnang bloggers blogs. got this random questions. let start for myself too ^^ Here it goes ~~

1. What is more difficult:To let go everything or forget what happened?
let go everything.

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
No idea!

3. You will die in three minutes.Last call?
Someone i think of at that moment! I cant answer is who cause you won't know till it really happen.

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
Time Travel and change my life!

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love?
TRUST!

6. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Not sure is it call blackmail =p

7. Think of the last person whom you know?
No Idea!!

8. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Ask people around me [*v*]

9. Would u sleep with someone if u had the chance?
Guy or Girl you mean?

10. Are you old fashioned?
Depend =x

11. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
BOTH!

12. What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Something/mayb someONE that is IMPORTANT!!!

13. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
HOHOHO I HAD FORGOT...

14. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
My FUTURE!!! (i mean future husband larhx dum)

15. Would you give a homeless person CPR?
I will give it a try but 1st I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO CPR =p

16. You are holding onto your grandmother..
She my everything MAUCKX!!!

17. Do you tell anyone or everyone if you are going to die?
NO!!! I want gone sliently^^ So I won't be hearing "OMG how could she die, she so good, i won't or never forget her, bla bla bla" which is just nonsense to me cause after time flies and flies. None of the people who say that actually remember a girl name Shalyn was their friend before she dies... Won't you AGREE??

18. What do you do with your remaining days?
complete a live by faster anyhow find a guy, sleep with him, got pregnant, maybe no time to give birth hahahx... But what i really want is do something I NEVER TRY BEFORE!!!

19. Would you be afraid?
NOPE!! everyone will die.. what for to afraid?? i might be coward!! but i prefer die NOW!!!

yox sup!!! lolx... this morning Edwin wake me up. But due to this few days have not had a proper sleep. Im abit lazy to wake up as i want to sleep and rest more lolx. But awhile later he call me again. And this time i wake up. After wash up, prepare my lunch box.

Open the rice cooker lid, the rice not cook yet. So i rush to cook the rice. Then i open the microwave, i notice my unaki GONE!!!! i was so angry as i purposely left for my lunch derhx and its ALL GONE!!! in the end. i just carry on cooking my rice, then i prepare luncheon meat and egg^^ FINALLY i get to cook my lunch liaox woohooo~~~

As all the while, my mum wake up early to prepare my lunch lolx... but she was sick ytd. and it wasnt done though she wake up this morning... cos my dad walk to me then i say my fish gone as he saw me keep the fish in the microwave derhx... lolx... then he say, morning my mum wake up wanted to prepare but very weak so in the end PIANG~~~ all drop onto the floor and all GONE... -.- dangx...

haix my favourite fish just GONE like that roarrrrrrrr... and so, i quickly prepare my lunch as im going to miss my transport... 6.55am, i quickly get myself change and prepare my lunch into my lunch box, and quickly go. 7am was the time i leave my house. but lucky, my dad is driving Edwin to school, and he offer me to take a ride since he got pass by.

and lucky i reach there on time cause today bus uncle come very EARLY!!! lolx... if not i don't know what to do as i don't want to waste money on cab to work. and i cook my lunch already, i cant be taking leave and stay at home. lolx... like that waste my effort in cooking my lunch liaox hahhaxx...

Anyway... contact lens pre-order, i need 7 more orders and payment must be make fast as my supplier only accept orders with payment... if i miss this batch i have to wait for nxt batch liaox... I DON'T WANT TO WAIT!!! so help me get 6 more orders!!! URGENT!!!

today teabreak... lolx... chat with michelle and sok wee, they help me to think of what i can do or which my interest is lolx... after listing quite a number of what i used to dream on... they suggest i try on it and see is it suit me not... hahhax...

1st is pre-school teacher... this was my dream since i was a kid when i always act to be a teach teaching my student which are my cousins hahahx... till now i still afraid that it wont suit me... as i know i have hot-temper... but i can have paitent which some say i have some say i dont... lolx... i dont know... welll~~~

next was like IT stuff such as web design, or doing something using computer or selling thing like what im doing now... that was suggested by them while i say something that i wont face clients^^ i dont know how to express my look to customer as quite a number of friends told me my face look black, and firece which i did not wish to... lolx...

and lastly, is muscian... as i told them i like the sound of piano, string instrutment like volin, and guitar... they recommend me to try and take the lesson since sok wee know to play... she will be my teacher^^ hahhax...

wow... i never thought that i would met such people who are so kind and willing to help me worx... wahhahahax... im waiting for the day to start my 1st piano lesson worx... if im getting more interest in it, i might go learn other instrutment [if only i have money] wakakakkax...

bless me then roarrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~~~~~~

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

i dont want to continue working here!!! why always i'm the one getting all sort of fucking stress!!! why cant i have a better life and even working life... why do people keep giving me stress or torture me!!!

wont my life get better?? im tired and sick of my life... how i wish i can just die peacefully in my sleeps... haix... got this sickness is killing me... cant have proper life... cause of this even change my life to hell... since is like that why not just let me die!!! let the king of the hell to torture me better than give me bully and torture...

i'm tired!!! cant i have a rest without thinking and no burden??? i feel like go on holiday!!! but where can i go plus i don't have money to go-.- im so useless... i cant solve my problem myself and all i do is cry and cry... wth... no matter how i cry... problem still not solve... waste my effort and tears by crying... haix...

y that time stop me from dying? if not i now wont be so stress and give people torture... am i really so good to be bully?? bully and torture me really make you all happy?? since like to torture and bully me... why not play SM game on me... lock me in a cage then set a firece animal which eat human meat to come scare me...

or ask few huge and muscular ugly guys come group rape me?? isn't it fun see me in this fucking state?? wow!! i cant imagine if i were to be torture in rape... also not bad... at least i have the experience before i die!! what is my interest?? till now i still dont know what i want... think the most i want is get a good boyfriend... and get marry so i can get out of that house!!! and to be FREE!!!

then i work full-time as housewife plus setting up blogshop and take care of my children^^ not bad yax... haix... but who will want me... haix... i so choosy... plus by my standard... haix... DIFFICULT lorhx =p shall end here roarrrrrrrrrrr...

Haix... Time is precious to me MAN!!! I'm getting very tired and have panda eye now... Due to doing blogshop, it takes so much time and sleeps... Anyway Finally VJeni Spree #1 had closed hohohohohho~~~~~~ But still have not get all payment done roarrrrrrrrrrrrr....

Hmmm anyway... i encountered a bad experience roarrrrrrrrrr... a girl wanted to purchase my in-stocks... and also want me to supplier... seriously if she also a seller, she should understand that earning is hard... i selling my items at $1.90 which is damn freaking cheap and plus i don't any from it!!! and worse is in GREAT GREAT LOSS!!!!

she here buying at $1.90 and selling in her blogshop for $3.80... what you guys think... and she staying so far plus still a secondary student... she say she meeting me last thursday and i'm working now timing is abit hard for me and i have to go on her timing... where got such thing...

told yvonne about it she say don't sell her lolx... told my cousin about it too... she say never go on customer will although customers always right... but she earning much more than me and she cant even afford for postage!!!

i'm trying to be kind and ask her to opt for poastage and finally she say ok then!!! and so i went to poast office bought the postpac and stamps and sealed it!!! then her sis sms me telling me to go for meet up!!! HEY!!!

whats wrong!!! ya i know i at first say meet up but at least i given her lots of discount on postage and in the end i only earn $0.15 leix... still insist on meet up!!! bought 14tins from me and cost $1.90 each total is $26.60 and postage is $0.50 each total is $7 total up is $33.60 and i giving her discount of $4 and cost $29.60.

still cant afford?? you selling it to your customers at $3.80 each leix... total is $53.20 without postage somemore!!! you earn alot lerhx... giving you discount still want what! Like that i might as well sell to other customers who would not be so nasty...

This is my shop and i have the right to choose customers!!! and so in the end... her sis also nothing to say as she say that she need it urgently... its so unreasonable!!! hope this is last order from her as i really don't want to carry on doing bussiness with her lolx...

Anyway... back to the guys thing!!! haix... that guy who keep saying miss me... here he come again roarrrrrrrrrr... yesterday very moody as lots of checking to do... then before i offline to go to bed i message him in msn saying that few days back he sms me at 2AM in the morning... i say i almost scream at him for sms me such a late night plus the content is "I miss you" fuck off!!!

2am you cant sleep is your problem and you there disturb my sleep!!! but lucky that time i have not sleep as i was doing checking on my stuffs... and i supposed to sleep earlier but was drag and drag till 2am!!! then received his sms which shock me as the ringing tone came out so suddenly...

nobody ever sms me such late night unless we been sms-ing from before till the time lolx... but so far hmmm none hahhax...

chat with raymond on msn too hahhax... i told him about the 2 guys hahahx... then i say i don't know why i keep meeting so funny guys hahhax... then he reply "so i'm also one of them larhx" lolx i reply him "if you really one of them, then i won't be here chatting with you lorhx" ahhahax...

raymond arhx... though i know you through jiayang, but i'm so glad that at least you can be a best friend type who i dare tell so much derhx lorhx so be proud of yourself... as for my birthday thing... if you can come later also can... or not coming also can... i won't be angry over such a stupid matter derhx... i'm just playing with you if not no fun lerhx hahahx... through at times i'm a very xiao qi person hahhax... but i xiao qi won't be at those really small matter derhx hahahx...

Yoz... Finally! My order from Blythe Zoo and Betwo are here^^ lolx... Ytd after work reach cck went to cut hair^^ wee~~ but after cutting kinda sian half as the anutie cut till so SHORT!!! DAM!!! lolx... haix... nevermind then. Got to wait till longer abit I go rebond^^ and also dye my hair too... within this 2weeks^^ i'm gonna get my hair done =p

Ohya... MY DEAR FRIENDS!!! my spree in my blogshop is going to close soon as item capped are about to reach^^ If interested in the item email me nehx... End here lerhx kekekex...

My Baby Shalyn for those who don't know^^ was a early present from JoLynNa

update time!!!

sunday early morning mum woke me up!! get ready dad brought us to chinatown. had our breakfast! mum ask me buy carrot cake, I went order and wait for my carrot cake. After that the uncle gave me a packed carrot cake -.- then I told the uncle I having here. WTF!! He say I told him "1 PACK!" WTH. NVM... went back and put down that pack of carrot cake when to order my bee hoon while Edwin order Nasi Lemak. We order together as its same store.

Then I told the auntie bee hoon and "SET A"!!! and i repeat 3times SET A!!! even Edwin also heard it!!! but i don't WHY!!! she still gave me SET B!!! lolx... went back told my parent about it... and i say is the people who listen to me got EAR PROBLEM or i'm the 1 having LANGUAGE PROBLEM???

After that went shopping in OG then went to eat dessert with my mum and Edwin... I order Mango Sago Ice to try, while my mum and Edwin order the same dessert just that Edwin add 3 Tang Yueng in it -.- after that order 1 more Stem Egg (something like that) Dam SWEET LORHX!!! After that went to sheng siong... Buy vegetables and fishes to grandparent house!!!

After buying went back home change clothes and went to grandparent house for dinner. I also bring home some vegetables and fish back for lunch next day^^ lolx...

Monday as normal went work in the morning. After work went home. Don't wish to talk much on work liaox... Tired of that fucking guy!!! Anyway... After reach home have a shower and dinner and went IMM with my family. Went Daiso bought cusion and transparent table map. After that went gaint walk aournd bought something like waffle share with edwin, mum and left abit for dad hahahax... Also bought honey sticks with different favour^^ bought 12 Edwin have 6 sticks and i have another 6 sticks^^ after that went up walk walk and home again!!

Hahaax... anyway now for personal things^^ seriously!! i getting tired of GUYS!!! don't ask me why!! i just sick of talking with guys... i get to know this 2 guys from my cousin who i NEVER met before!!! 1st guy i know him ONLY FEW DAYS!!! NOT EVEN 1WEEK!!! he can say he like me -.- and also he say miss me -.- so irriating siahx... I'm NOT USED TO THIS AGAIN!!! STICKY GUYS SHOO!!! next is i chat with another guy for only TWO DAYS!!! and i'm sick of chatting with him!!! he dam freaking sturborn... he say he 2years single liaox.. and this 2years he been drinking to numb himself -.- and he say he will change after he found another girl and provided is serious relationship!!! and he cant survive himself bla bla bla.....

WEI!!! if you keep on thinking this way you NEVER FIND ANY GIRLFRIEND!! i'm a girl... From my view, you are being too STURBORN!!! PLEASE CHANGE YOUR MIND SET AND ATTITUDE LARHX!!! TSK!!! you 2years still can't get over it. I know you want to tell me you went her house and saw her on bed with other guy or whatever. I DON'T CARE!!! I JUST HATE PEOPLE USING EXCUSES!!!

I only single for about 10months!! going to 1year soon. AND I'm able to control though sometime i still wish i have bf but in the end i still LOVE MY SINGLE LIFE NOW!!! so GREAT!! can do what i want so FREEDOM!!! and what so great to have a partner? i know, been dotes, love, can hug, kiss or even SEX!!! RIGHT!!! whatever all this are so CHILDISH!!! i might as well go fuck a dog....

like my les partner said before... no one dies virgin... cause everyone still fucked themself up!! lolx... but after everything that happen around me... i'm think i'm gonna be LESBIAN soon lolx... afterall i think girl are more grown up than guys... and secondly guys NEVER grow up -.- i just don't understand... why do you care you are single?? i'm pretty fine staying single...

you get taste if you really put down everything and ENJOY!!! lolx... i'm enjoy every moment SPENTING my salary on MYSELF!!! i get what i want without thinking... I know i need to save my money... But now i just want to have my own life.... and stop bothering me... don't turn my life or even change my life!!! i like to be freedom... just don't call up or even sms me telling me how much you miss me or am i busy!!! i won't be bother to reply SUCH sms!!!

just leave ALONE if you guys still want to being that STURBORN mind, and sorry I be UNFRIENDLY to you!!! i rather avoid replying those sms by saving my time, effort and even my money!!! wasting those precious on STURBORN people... like that i might as well go and sucide for no matter what i say you are trying to fight back and saying you are ono the right side and i'm talking RUBBISH!!!.. then well just leave me alone...

and go carry on drinking to the fucking hell and spoil your liver and health!!! i don't even care what happen to you... you are nobody to me... i'm trying to help you and you are trying to fight back then no point i carry on saying about what i think is best and what you think that i'm spliting shit on your ear!!! SHOOO SHOO!!! guys SUX larhx...

I want those Gucci wallets and Bags... Can buy cheap cheap from this web...

http://sophisticated-shopper.blogspot.com/

Its 100% Authentic GUCCI!!! >.< Buy for my belated birthday present also can cause it stated that they will close the pre-order late April or Early May!!!





wee~~ yesterday after work took company bus to Bishan and then took mrt down to somerset to meet ching, suzzie, jo n yuling^^ after that went to paragoon to dine in fish & co... at there jo, suzie and ching bought me the custom make bear with birth cert derhx lolx... the bear name is Baby Shalyn lolx... and was wearin pink clothes hahax... so cute!!! will treasure it^^ then later order quite alot of food to share lorhx... in the end cant get more into mouth haahax... and suziie -.- she say: "da jie like eating buffet like that" diaox... then i reply: "no larhx... i put my food in my plate so i have limit marhx..." lolx...

after that walk around at cd shop where lots of slow and classic songs can be found lolx... after that went up level 1 and enter Gucci shop heex... seems so high class yet inside nothing special leix... lolx... after that went to Blurberry lolx... but the wallet there not nice derhx... lolx... then went metro see perfume -.- after that walk to orchard mrt then to TaKaShiMaYa lolx... wanted to go see LV derhx... but too bad they close shop lerhx.. in the end when to Gucci shop lorhx... then saw wallet i wan derhx size... but the design i don't really like it...

then suziie say should buy the squaare shape and big derhx... more worth it... but too big leix... lolx... think i should buy long wallet liaox lolx... however still prefer small derhx ahahax... after that went down to basement food court there... ching buy donut while suziie buy cakes and i also itchy liaox so i bought few mini cakes home hahax... after that sit outside and i went Auntie's Anne bought a cup of lemonade^^ and drink heex... after that suziie feed us eat the cakes... yummy especially the chocolate cakes... makes me feel like ordering Awfully Chocolate Cakes again lolx... after that head home^^

i really don't feel right now... yesterday i had a dream of him again -.- this is really weird... i dream of him 2 times striaght!!! what this mean??? seriously i don't know why but this 2 dream seems so real...

i dream that i'm at his house while his girlfriend also there... then don't know what happen is like his parent keep standing by me support me and the rest i cant really remember... just feel weird... think i need go temple and prey lolx... i scare something bad happen... haix...

i had a weird dream last night... i dream on him sob... don't know why i dream of him for nothing... can say i'm stupid barhx... hahax... but what happen in the dream is damn weird lolx... i can't really remember the whole dream but the most unforgetable part... here it goes...

i dream that i was at the place near his house... then don't know what happen he saw me and walk towards me... then got chit chat abit then next thing don't what happen he hold my hand... lolx... then follow by he ask for patch AGAIN!!!... and he say he will break with her for me -.- kinda like dreaming which is really DREAMING hahax... whatever hahax...

anyway... today at work damn freaking pek che... but i keep running away from that fucking gong gong task hahax... yvonne should know hahax... morning breakfast chat with yvonne then the head of my department came out to smoke then talk with us awhile later, michelle came... chat very long hahax... chat till 9.15am siahx... then yvonne email me say that gong gong call her: "yyvvvooonnnnneeee" and she never wait for him to carry on and just shoot back: " leslie was talking to us, you can clarify with him" cool man!! lolx... after tt he diam diam liaox hahahx...

after that teac break time he email me, and i never wait for him i quickly went to find michelle as she smoking outside... my boss also there... hahax... was there with michelle for 1hour or so about 4.30pm then i go back just so qiao... my boss also go back... walk back together macham like he was talking to me... hahax...

after that yvonne told me that he keep looking up to beo me... hahax... he cant say anything as i walk back with my boss... he got no edvience that i'm actually chit chat with michelle and not my boss hahax... sian... really lorhx... still got another thing to do which i been dragging to long hahax... and this fucker keep pestering me wth...

type till here i want sleep liaox hahax... so tired... tomorrow i think i 3/4 dead hahax... cos morning need wake up prepare my lunch box then go office do fucking torture tasks... then rush to meet ching they all at orchard... SO TIRING!!! sob... night!!!

last friday really pai seh siahx.... suppose after work going to clark quey with yvonne as she is trying to MATCHMAKE me with her bf's friends/bros -.- but cause i wanna watch the last epsiode of the channel 8 show at 9pm... end up i didn't go hahax...

also i feel weird to go as i met 1 of her friends b4 lerhx... then now intro another somemore they are bros and like what siahx... hahax... in the end went back home hahax...

next day which is saturday... wake up early in the morning use computer awhile then adeline sms that she is on the way lerhx... so i met her at LRT entrance as topping up edwin's ez-link card... after that went lot1 ntuc buy flour, butter and so then head to pet shop to buy the running wheel and bath container for my hammies.... and head back home...

reach home show adeline the taiwan clothes and she choose a few larhx... after that kalyn also reach my house... then kalyn use edwin's computer and play highstreet5 heex...

after that making egg tarts!!! lolx... i make half way don't know why my hand keep shaking... then i told my mum then she say i too hungry and never eat lolx... i say cant b morning ate instant cup noodles... and normally i won't be hungry even i didn't eat... lolx...

in the end shake till i cant do things properly went online and order macdonald delivery... also order for mum n roy sets.... after that went back continue making the egg tarts and also try to control the shaking hahax...

after done just nice... my lunch reach lerhx hahax... then when eating lolx.. i cant hold my burger properly hahax... keep shaking and like no energy to hold hahax... and finally finish my burger wooo~~~ heex... then adeline was tired till she went to sleep on my bed hahax... while kalyn and me challege highstreet5 hahax... at 1st i was rank top 3 then acause of kalyn larhx... keep saying jy jy dammit lorhx... end up from perfect in the end become cool and so i lost to her shit man!!!

for who don't know what jy stands for... jy = jia you not J** Y***!!! lolx... then told her lerhx she still type jy and so i lost her in every round lolx... then half way adeline woke up and i just finish my round lolx... then heard "PONG" sound... guess what!!! is ACCIDENT hahax... im evil hahax...

no larhx... but actually this is not my 1st time heard that i tink its abit "xie men" siahx... hahax... then ambulance came and my KPO brother - ROY went downstair to join the scene -.- lolx... while i setting up the running wheel and bathing container to the cage lolx... while setting up i put my hammie out to run run around the balcony... and adeline was sitting on the sofa in the balcony and when my hammie was near her foot she quickly took her foot off the ground hahax... i feel like laughing and i even told her that she is weird as she got dog at home then why still scare of hamster which is harmless than dog hahax...

and i even show her that my hamsters are so clever that they run back to their cage themself nehx ^^ hahax...

then awhile later adeline went back home... then i continue playing highstreet5 with kalyn and even purchase the attire in the game hahax... and horx... she dam pro lorhx... i 1day leveled 3 times only while she level 4 times lolx... then till night about 9pm then her dad come fetch her home hahax...

next day... wake up early to go "ji bai" my mum's parents and brother... dad drove us to adeline's hse there to fetch her mum n her then to clementi to fetch my mum 2nd sister and off to sin ming road there to meet my uncle and his family... after that went to amk hub to have breakfast cum lunch hahax... after that i went back home with my dad n 2 brothers while my mum n her slibing carry on shopping... hahax...

after that went to grandparent house to have dinner and back home and before my dad turn into the carpark... he drop me at the bus stop for me to buy something for lunch... reach home get ready rice for next day lunch and off to sleep then my mum before sleep will cook for me^^...

then today nothing much to do in work so i create my online shop in blog lerhx... but noworries for people who got my livejournal shop... as i link from there to my blog lerhx... and the link in my blog had changed so it will direct you to my blog shop not journal shop lerhx...

price and postage in the in-stock had been CHANGED!!!
added new spree(s) too^^
quick intro you friends or help me advertise around... thanks all!!!

I want to clear my in-stocks!!!! Please visit my Blog Shop!!! and see any in-stock attract you!!! NO EXTRA CHARGE!!! its been lower alot lerhx!!! Also intro to your friends around you about the spree going on in my Blog Shop!!

I'm going through middle man to get stuffs from taiwan which they don't ship directly to Singapore... But there isn't any extra charges like service charges or so... So don't worry whether is it very expensive or not... I need to cap item quick so no long waiting for the other spree-ers...

Quick Quick help me CAP THEM!!!

URGENT AND DUN FAKE MIIE!!

I NEED TO KNOW WHO CAN COME FOR MY 21ST B'DAE PARTY ON 3RD MAY 2008!!

PLEASE LEAVE YOU NAME AT THE TAGBOARD IN THIS POST!

AND ALSO LEAVE ME YOUR EMAIL/CONTACT NUMBER SO I CAN CONTACT YOU!!

THANK YOU







this few days so busy that i don't have time to blog lol... anyway... monday working time past real fast!! as both yvonne and my boss are not around lol... we keep visiting taiwan spree hahax...

tuesday at 11.30am which is lunch time, yvonne's boss came to my desk and ask me to help him check they mircochips or whatever things. damn it lorhx... the task he gave was like f* challeging lorhx... cos i need to try and read the small small lot number in the small small chip and also i try using the mag glass to enlarge but the numbers was like all MERGE!!!! I CAN'T SEE ANYTHING FROM THE CHIPS lorhx... i see till eye tired lorhx... in the end at about 4pm++ then went to pantry with yvonne to rest my eyes!!! by that time, i cant really see things clearly lorhx... lolx...

wednesday which is yesterday, morning time i slowly do my uploading of datas as usual. then half way yvonne's boss came to me and ask am i done with the check... i say nope... then he say by next day then pass him... at about 3pm+ then i start doing the remaining chips after that by 4pm+ i'm done with everything and went to him again and tell him i'm done and after i'm FREE AGAIN!!! WOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~ hahax... then i start doing my online spree...^^ then after work took company bus back home... and this was the interesting part... cos tuas is a industry area and alot of people who work there will knock off at the same time as me...

then there sure will have traffic jam right!! hahax... and due to impaitent bus driver that i'm taking, he wanted to cut queue by driving to another lane then try to cut into the correct lane. and he suppose to go jurong port for the other passengers derhx... but due to his careless... he forgot to cut into the correct lane and so he drive striaght and end up the jurong port people have to take other bus back hahax... and so yesterday i reach home earlier lolx...

anyway!! just upload new instock in my online shop^^ please support my shop at http://prettiestyle.livejournal.com I'M IN NEED OF MONEY!!!!!! and also my friend derhx at http://missypuddiing.blogspot.com must help her advertise as she help me advertise in many place... hahax...