arrhhh... dam The Chevrons chalet charges after 15 april had increase... nvm... mornin go see still available... 3 hrs ltr... all sat had been FULLY BOOKED!!! WTF!!!!

nw wad... whr shd i book?? seriously... im e 1 always plannin n ITS ALWAYS FAIL!!! hw i wish my 21st is a memorable though i dun hab another half... haix... hw i wish ppl plan 4 miie... hur hur~~~ so saddie....

im nvr habin LUCKY in my life sobbie... suan liaox... i tink... i jux call 4 caterin n cele @ home... haix... cos im sure if i book home team thr derhx chalet @ bukit batok sure nobody come... thr so many toads n mosquitos... n dam "WU LU" haix... wadeva i dunno... hw i wish i hab fren plan 4 miie n gib miie surprise...

i nvr hab a surprise in my LIFE except 4 things he d 4 miie in e past... oh wadeva stop tinkin of e past... arrhhh... nw i cant book chevron lerhx sob... any other chalet in e west exclude HOME TEAM!!! pls tell me...

o shd i book coasta sand resort derhx chalet @ sentosa n who will come as thr is $3 admission fees =p pls gib comment...

-=UPDATE=-
u noe wad... my tear was form when im wrkin... ask miie y? cos i was sms-in wib jj lolx... im askin him any suggestion 4 bkin chalet... n my parents doesn't even care abt it n i hab 2 plan MYSELF!! n jj ask miie find my frens 4 help... bt prob is... i noe i do hab frens bt somehw nt close lik wad i see other r... as sum of u noe im always lock myself at hm if nt go wrk o spend my time wib family n relative...

i dun show myself 2 frens o whoeva... i dunno... 2 miie is lik less contact less conflict... im veri scare of horror thing happen 2 miie... stayin at hm is e much safer n secure... bt im stress over my 21st bdae as i reali dunno hw m i gonna plan it...

if i will b openin at hm... n god thx arhx... i need 2 clean up e WHOLE HOUSE!!! n HELL YA... u noe "HOW SMALL" my hse is... n though nt as "SMALL" as bungolow larhx... bt sumhw its full of my bros stuff n my parent too... MINE PORTIONS!!! r all kept in MY RM!!! i dun lay any single belongin around e hse lik my family does... i will get irriated...

at 1st i nvr tot of habin cele derhx... cos tt time i still hab HIM... bt nw i dun wish 2 listen 2 wen lan derhx song larhx... tt "Zhu Wo Shen Re Kuai Le" i dunno seriously dun!!! jj ask miie cfm hw many ppl comin den mak decision...

bt HOW??? CAN SOME1 JUX HELP MIIE... IM PLANNIN ALL BY MYSELF LEIX!!! if nt i REALI gonna COMMIT SUCIDE!!!

i cant tak in anymore stress... its hurtin miie DEADLY!!! sobbiex...

we broke up 7mths n 3daes 2 b EXTACT!!! n im tink less of u lik wad i use 2... n used 2 b lonely lik im always... bt i reali wish 2 CRY into HIS ARM wib a BIG WARM HUG!!! I STILL MISS U CHO DA LAN ZHU DEAR!!!

after so long i tink i still cant 4get though im used w/o u by my side lolx...