tis r e pics took in thailand^^



ytd wake up 1st thing happen after i open my eyes was tear flowiin out 4 no reason... wipe my tear den mood swing strt tinkin of e past tinkin of him haix... i dunno y -.- haix...

2dae go wrk half day... lolx... im admin asst bcum half techincian liaox kekex... my senior manager ask miie help 1 of e technician 2 take out screws of e cybershot camera wahahaha... 12.30pm end wrk n took company bus back hm...

again emo time... my com lik zhen dua wo >< sobbiex... kip dc n cant connect 2 explorer wad e shyt man... raymond noe hahax... saw miie type vulgar in msn while chattin wib him... hahax...

went 2 slp awhile n finally mind relax abit... guess i noe y im so EMO liaox... 4yrs ago derhx 2dae date... is e dae we 1st time broke up 1mth n patch back derhx date... cos of sum1 tryin 2 spoil our r/s bt in e end is patch back lolx...

tink of those day... we kept fought n quarrel alot n overcome every problems bt in e end... lost 2 tis obstacle -.- haix...

ever since e last obstacle which is 2yrs ago when i wrk at arcarde... tt prob is e most serious 1!!! n we still able 2 get back n frm thr on i told myself 2 treasure him n trust him as he is my everything... bt den again he hurt miie wib same thing bt other way round... n he nvr wan 2 return...

im been lettin go everything n hab a fight by facin him 2 times in JJ n JX b'dae n i DID IT!!! n everything was in place n peace... till after thailand trip im strt 2 hab e fear haix... bt i jux heck care n force myself 2 slp... numbin urself is bad nvr folo my step ><

im usin torture 2 slp bt jux hate him kip enterin my dream n hate alone... i wish sum1 thr i can trust appear... sum1 can replace him it need nt b a guy can b a gurl tt let miie feel secure^^ im nt lesbian bt soon will b i guess hahax...

i always feel lik msg him askin hw is he wad he been doin bt i end up gib up on it as NO POINT noe-in... i dun wan him 2 corupt my mind again... i reali reali wish i hab peace mind 4 my remainin lives^^ i dunno when e time i b slpin n nvr wake up bt i do noe tt im strtin 2 slp alot even i jux woke up in e mornin i still wanna slp n even outside anywhr i m... eye always forcin miie 2 enter dream n im so fear of it cos he been enterin my dreamland ><

HE is so scary... y does he continue 2 huant miie?? he shd huant his gf n nt miie pls stop i scare tt 1 day i woke up in mental hospital... arrgghhh... god end my life fast i dun wish 2 continue tis kinda life... if nt let miie hab peace ><

bless miie

update abit 4 x'mas dae barhx...

was at hm watchin drama n show i dl b4 i went thailand den evenin get ready den went 2 jane hse... lolx...

reach e door step was kinda shock as we tot we knock e wrong hse as it looks different den i rmb her blog sayin tt they had renovate so i jux told my parent they had renovated^^

went in sit down awhile den strt mahjong lolx... i say i dare not play as im sure i sure lose bt they dun hab enuff ppl so no choice i play... at 1st i won den half wae all say go eat dinner -.- haix... ok lorhx... after dinner continue...

tis time i lose liaox ><><>< toopid... 3rd times in e row lose $$ nvm... at least nvr lost as much as last time^^ hahax...

ytd back 2 wrk^^ yea so happiex... cos alot of wrk 2 do^^ till i cant finish it hahax... 2dae continue doin barhx^^ =p end here need 2 wrk liaox hahax...

HoHoHo Merry X'mas^^ time 4 update... jux back frm Thailand^^ hahax... reach hm at abt 1240am tis mornin... cele x'mas at airport hahax...

i dunno whr 2 strt leix hahax... hmmm... took e cheapo flight n guess wad... i was in e same flight as JACK NEO hahax...

i reach Chiang Mai on 19/12 morning wait at e airport...

went 2 carrefour n big c... i din buy anything bt DONUTS!!! hahax... had dinner at e niite market...

had seafood dinner... dam x... 3000+++ batt sob... bt nvr nt i pay hahax... bt is my dad -.- wakakaa... n it taste SUX!!! den went around walk walk n back home... nvr buy anything hahax...

went 2 e temple up in e mountain dunno whr... bt will upload pics soon... den go 2 watch elephants show... e elephants thr r so well-train n smart... they r so artistic^^ n b4 e show strt...

sumting happen hahax... if any of u was thr sure will rofl hahax... cos we were settle down at e front roll den my dad say dun sit so front ltr e elephants split e water on us... n its dirty so we move back n especially my mum sit further den suddenly my mum shout hahax.. n i heard bang bang n guess wad... its 1 of e elephant askin 4 food hahax... n e elephant use its trunk 2 bang on e brench we sittin n split abit of water out hahax... n my mum GOT IT!!! wahahaha... makin a scene thr hahax... den go shinwatra thai silk whr they produce silk...

n also other small n nt well-known temple... n shoppin... can kill my leg man... went 4 body massage wib my mum 1st time nehx^^ den on sat took flight 2 bangkok^^ went 2 shoppin again... den also went 4 foot massage^^ so shiok...

nxt dae went 2 e market at dunno whr... veri big derhx... tis time^^ i strt buyin things woohoo~~ den went 2 tak boat 2 see e big slpin buddha^^ kekex... reali veri big nehx >< den wanted 2 take tutu back 2 our hotel bt too x... so end up tak boat back n took mrt... den back 2 hotel chg n rest den went 2 hab our dinner at e road side... after eattin... they wanna go walk walk again... bt im too tired liaox... n saw lan shop so my bro n miie go use e net while others go walk walk hahax...

chat wib few of frens n cousins... wahahaha all tot im back 2 sg -.- bt im nt still in thai hahax... n im in bangkok nehx... nt wu lu wu lu derhx village so cfm hab com derhx marhx -.- hahax...

bt e gurl thr all i lik their figure n eyes... n e guys thr so pretty handsome... hehex... den last day went 2 shoppin buy alot of things too... till i pok liaox... even my dad also hahax... n guess wad^^ we had our lunch at FUJI!!! yummy... its so delicious hehex... n its cheap man...

i wanna go fuji again bt too bad... sg dun hab... sobbie... after tt went 2 tak mrt back 2 hotel n went 2 airport... my bro n miie was slpin n my uncle took our pics-.- bt im lucky enuff as my bro was caught droolin hahax...

reach sg at 11pm n woohoo~~~ guess wad i bought^^ its Adsolut Disco^^ actually is nth larhx... its jux original favour bt i jux wan e cover^^ hahax... n also buy Choya 2 favour^^ n 3 bottles of red wine n 9 bottle of beer^^

den book maxi cab back hm n was abt 2 board e cab its reach 12mid-nite n im celebratin x'mas in cab hahax...

ok update till here^^ n wish all merry x'mas mauckx...

MSG:-

-=Act Cute PINKIE Lion=-
yea^^ alot of cheap thing 2 buy... buy till i broke nehx^^

-=Jane=-
nvr buy urs... cos dunno wad 2 buy 4 u wahahaha... n we hardly find things 2 buy as i buy derhx r mostly FOOD -.- hahax... i buy alot of tibits...

-=Raymond=-
yea im backie...

-=Angel MaMa=-
... im nt back u ask miie update -.- lolx

yea!!! tml takin mornin flight 2 thailand^^ woo~~ 1st time my 19th nt ALONE!!! ytd went 2 buy Billabong cap which i always wan if HE still wib miie HE noe hw long i wanted it... cos i always look @ e cap veri long n ta-daa... I BOUGHT IT!!!! wootx... b-low r e clothes i bought on sundayx frm surfer i guess... i 4gt e brand hahax...



-Two venues.
A pair of lovers.
Both loves each other badly.
Both are willing to give up their love for the sake of the other party.
Both tries to convince themselves using the deadliest poison---self-hypnotism.


-If fate doesn't bring you together,destiny will do so.

awww... nvr blog 4 a week lolx... ytd went out wib my family went OG bought new clothes again -.- sobbie... spent $70+... onli 4 set yet so x sobbie... bt nvr regret hahax...

wed goin thailand liaox >< cant wait siahx... hahax... bt horx... sian leix... y everytime when u cant wait 2 go holiday n yet when u reach thr... u wan enjoy also hard arhx... cos u need help tis n tt ppl buy tis n tt... FREAK!!! Y SHD I BUY 4 U ALL!!! unless u all pay miie hahax... im onli on holiday n yet im payin so much 4 ppl n nt myself... HUMP~~ i dun care i nt goin 2 buy anything 4 ppl unless i get sumting in return =p

few days back had a quarrel wib my dad n i simply jux hate my mum too... dam kao bei... im onli 20 nt even hab a stable job n i cant enjoy spendin my own $$ mehx... n still hab 2 gib em allowance... yea i noe i hab 2... bt come 2 tink of e past... hw much they spent on miie tis few yrs!!! skool fees is deducted frm my edsave... n i rarely at hm... as im always wib HIM... n wadeva i buy i use my OWN savin o HE pay 4 miie... other dan tt my dad onli gib miie $5/dae!!! $5 leix!!! last miie WHOLE DAY!!! n if i goin out they dun even gib miie any $$...

nw wan miie pay wad!!! still ask 4 $200 4 allowance... wtf... n EXCUSE ME!!! y shd i gib my mum when all e $$ i gt r frm my dad n she e 1 backstab miie n kip tellin my dad dun gib miie tis n tt... STILL DARE SAY I ANYHW SPENT MY $$... pls larhx... all tis 20yrs... i NEVER had a LIFE!!! i NEVER buy sumthing i wan 4 LONG!!! n nw i buy psp... n u still hab e cheek 2 kip askin 4 my psp 2 play i nvr complain... bt at least tink abit larhx...

play non-stop den when i wan use... BATT LOW!!! WTF!!! i reali cant stand stayin wib tis family... cos e topic was dam FREAKIN miie... all e conversation ARE $$ other dan tt still $$... y m i born in tis family n more beta is i SHD NT COME 2 TIS WORLD!!!

tt dae had e quarrel n was cryin in my rm wish 2 find sum1 2 tok... took e fone... yet dunno who 2 tok -.- dam sad lorhx... in e end call adeline tell her everything...

bt i wun 4get wad my dad sae which i feel lik shoot back at him... "ayy i 17yr old stop skoolin n alrdy go out wrk... n gib allowance 2 ur ah ma lerhx leix!!" PLS LARHX... last time nvr study still can find job... nw leix... DIFFERENT!!!

n y i hate my mum cos ask her help miie buy 1 simple thing as i reali no time n ma fan... she jux simply say NEVER GO THR!!! kaox... u hsewife leix... so FREE!!! den go shoppin can larhx... spend my $$ can larhx... help miie cannot larhx... WTF... I FEEL LIK DISOWN TIS FAMILY... since they nvr treat miie part as e family...

everytime say i tis n tt 2 other ppl den all ppl tot im tis n tt bad... den i always kana scoldin... hab any1 noe hw i feel!!! nobody understand miie... say i nvr tok wib em... NOT I DUN WAN TOK!!! n NOT I WAN SHOUT WHEN TOKIN!!! is 1st i tok nicely n my mum jux shout... n she gib miie tt attitude 1st n i jux hate it so i gib her bad tt attitude n ta-da she go tell ppl i shout back at her... FK U larhx...

nw i reali feel lik findin another half... n faster get marry n GET OUT OF E HELL!!! arrggg... I HATE YOU ALL!!!

guess wad... my mum jux bought new hp >< n nw wad... its e FONE I WAN!!! W580i!!! bt too bad... its white nt pink... pink is nt out 4 sales in sg yet.... still waitin 4 it >< im so in luv my psp... n also in luv wib my mum's hp... hahax...

ok shall end here... i wan play her fone...

2dae wake up dam earli hahax... guess wad time^^ 8am in e mornin... after tt abt 10 goin to 11 whole family prepare n went 2 suntec city^^ had our breakfast thr after tt my mum n i go walk walk buy clothes^^
went giordano buy 5 tops n 2 t-shirt 4 my brother... total $80++ sob... tio ka again... after tt back hm rest den go grandparents thr again n things tt alot also saw...
$$ PROBLEM AGAIN!!!! dam... NOT I DUN WANNA RETURN HER $$ IS I SAY I PAY HALF SHE DUN WAN N STILL WAN MIIE PAY HER $175 FK LARHX.... DEN SAY NXT MTH "MUST" GIB HER ALLOWANCE...
SOME MORE IS IN FRONT OF MY OTHER RELATIVES!!! i wonder she feel shame anot... tok personal thing in front of other ppl summore is ppl close 2 us... wad!!! wan make miie loose face arhx... i tell u wad u d din make miie loose face bt URS!!! cos wad ppl tink abt u was onli tink of $$ n NOT UR DAUGHTER... i always wonder wad m i TO U!!! dun wan say much larhx... onli make miie VOMIT BLOOD!!!
n to KALYN!!! u dummy!!! kaox... say wad i murder u... wah liaox... i din lorhx... n is my pillow drop nt miie u shd b lucky hahax... bt i make sure nxt time i make u suffer when u overniite at my hse muhahhahax......
n 2dae... every1 kip wanna play my psp n even kalyn n irvyn was snatchin here n thr... i took e pics hahax... shall end here... i wan watch my MO FAN BANG BANG TANG... niitex...



Don’t leave me in the cold
Share your smiles with me
Let me wipe your tears away
And promise, forever we will be
Make our past be nothing but sweet memories
From which we built our love
Show me love and show me warmth
Tell me that I’m the only one your thinking of
Hold my hand and pull me close
Take my love and forget your sad..
Because, until the first day I’ve met you
I was never afraid to lose something I never had..

Yea^^ Finally gt my PSP wootx... n guess wad i shd hab buy e earpiece frm e seller instead of buyin myself... u noe e cost dam fkin X!!!! e seller sell miie $20 n its brand new while i went 2 comics connection n buy cost n cost miie $49.90 WTF!!!! bt nvm abit pain bt den im happiex spendin it hahax...

adeline n miie

Shi Yun she din noe i was takin tis hahax...

Chocolate in our Mouth (idea frm miie)

e water dispensor is CENSOR!!!

miie n kalyn goin 2 T3 carpark

spot tis clock when we on e way 2 T3 carpark

im bored in car so anyhw tak pic haha...

Eldest to Youngest

Can see tt edwin is desprate in eatin e ice-cream

miie eattin till whole mouth also gt hahax...

caught kalyn n miie suckin Lolipop

caught edwin n irvyn suckin Lolipop.

Lolipop Lover

ends here^^