arrggg... dunno y sumtime i reali feel so dam fark up... hw can i relax my mind??? no matter wad i do lik listenin songs, play games, slpin... i dun seem 2 rest n relax... all i get were tinkin n tinkin of fiction thing 2 happen... aww... i dunno y bt i can say tt ever since i was young... my brain kip tinkin of stuffs lik r/s, my future, wish, dream, o wadeva dummies...

e onli time im nt tinkin... hmmm... i dun tink thr is... cos all e while my brain was lik tink of this lik makin own story line den haben end den come another story... sian larhx... especially NOW!!! worse... frm e day TT GURLX APPEAR... alot of story image appear in my mind... till nw... NVR FAIL 2 stop it...

im so scare tt im suffer frm anything kinda illness n i dun seems 2 hab any depression o mayb thr is... i dunno bt can sum1 tell miie any ways 2 let my brain reali relax?? im tired of tinkin stuff... n i will kip tinkin NON-STOP!!! reali tired of it...