yox... hahax... its lunch time jux had lunch again alone... hahax... bt nxt week onwards will b goin out 4 lunch wib collegues upstair n they r gurlx larhx... tts obvious... if guyx i rather eat alone hahax... finally met e japanese guy sittin behide miie bt onli make eye contact bt nvr chat o intro... haix... wonder wad i b doin e nxt few hrs till 5.15pm leix... cos i finish e task given... n facebook nobody play wib miie... sianx larhx...

tink update ltr barhx... go find games 2 play hahax...

-=UPDATE=-
im dam dam BOREDDD!!!!!!!! u nvr noe wad i was doin after my lunch till nw... i was playin GAMES!!!!!!!!!!! wad games????? hahax... a dam toopid games tt i nvr login 4 a long long long time... hahax... its NEOPETS!!!!!!!! hahax... ok... i go play neopets liaox... shhh... buaix...

will update again ltr barhx...

-=UPDATE=-
update b4 i go slp^^ aft wrk took transport back home n alight @ e bus-stop opposite e ninja-do training ground hahax... i rmb its b4 6.30pm n i look through i was tinkin cant b gt ppl thr so earli bt e thing is reali gt ppl thr den see carefully is wearin trainin pants hahax... cross e road went thr its my white cum orange belt partner gek swee n junior bt he ardy high color belt dan mine hahax... chat wib her awhile den her bf came hahax... n of cos say hiie 2 him n bye 2 him hahax... den off i go lame...

reach hm took shower n had dinner... after dinner as usual sit in front of my com n watch drama hahax... finally zhong ji yi jia last esp!!! woohoo~~~ watch half way my dad n mum ask miie go ntuc buy drink =.= say gt offer haix... reali tired n i had plan 2 finish e drama n turn in earli as im too tired... bt end up haix... i get chg n went wib my mum n brother -.- haix... after tt on way back hm... hahax... tis is e part i hate most...

my mum tok abt my SALARY!!! guess wad she say...

She say: "u earn derhx salary, gib miie mthly hsehold den e rest all put it wib miie den every mth gib u $150 can liaox... den wan go out right gib u another $50 bt nt every time go out larhx... den ur savin i help u save..."

in my heart i was lik WTF CRAP U TOKIN!!! i go wrk cos i wan pay my hp bill n stay away frm u... den ltr i wan use my savin go holiday o study derhx... nt gib u... i noe every1 will say mux tink of ur parent... they gib u food n home n let u grow till nw... wtf craps... even it is bt im lik wad 2 em... can i hab my own decision 4 my own thing? summore they din reali yang wo much... all e while... hw much they gib miie... onli skool allowance... tts all... den after i grad hw much they gib miie? NEVER!!! ask 4 $$ my mum say take take take when i NEVER ask 4 all e WHILE!!!

n i shd repay derhx is my "X" barhx... he e 1 always thr 4 miie n even support miie... n ya... he had hurt miie bt afterall... he is e 1 i felt LOVE n CARE which my family din gib nt even expressing themself...

lik jux nw im reali fk up tired lerhx... still force miie go ntuc wib my mum... they nvr ask wad im doin o wad... onli tt i tell em MYSELF!!! n yet told em lerhx also no use... they din say anything back... lik tt might as well i jux KEEP IT TO MYSELF...

i reali dun feel gd cos i reali cant find a beta listener lik "HIM" n gib miie solution.... at least "HE" say sumthing i lik 2 HEAR bt other ppl say derhx r their point of view cos nobody understand my position... i dunno y i suddenly tok abt him hahax... bt i reali feel lik tokin wib him yet i scare i cant control myself again... cos i dun wan b THIRD PARTY!!!

bt afterall im back wib e OLD SHALYN b4 goin out wib "HIM"... im a HOMIE GURLX!!! n ALWAYS STRESS n PREASURE myself...cos i cant find a GOOD LISTENER!!!

shall end here... tml still need wake up earli cos it my cousin weddin!!! haix... even sat nt wrkin still gotta wake up earli... poor miie... haix...

MIRACLE when r u COMIN??? I veri XIN KU!!! sobx...