i notice tt... tis yr is an unlucky yr 4 miie... even though still gt ppl wan... bt they r nt rite 4 miie... sumhow so many thing happen 1 by 1 2 miie tis yr... 1st skool, 2nd e 1 i luv n trust hurt miie, 3rd financial, 4th job, n so on... y m i slow in learnin?? i admit im lazy... bt at 1st when wrkin i reali wrk so hard till r/s prob appear which reali make my mood turn off... hab lost my way 2 do wadeva thing...

its been goin 2 3mths lerhx... jux notice y i cant go in r/s cos i still tink of him... bt sumhw i dun feel him in heart... my heart is lock nw... can sum1 reali slap miie?? bt i tink tts useless... cos im sturbon... all i need 2 do nw is re-search my ownself try 2 find sumthing 4 myself b4 rdy 2 go into another r/s...

i hurt 2 guys lerhx... i dun wan 2 hurt any more guy... cos in e end... hurt most is miie... nw reali lost... n jux heard frm sum1 tt... he n his gf is happily tgt... tink he reali chg n treasure her... bt after noein tis... i dun feel sad o hurt... bt happy... mayb cos at least i noe hw they been... bt as 4 miie... i also dunno wad will happen 2 miie nxt... hope miracle appear ><