last niite after i reach hm... i went tuu kitchen took a bottle of detergent n went back tuu my rm... i pour it on e cap n call ting n hui lee n i say i reali cannot control lerhx... my mind was totally blank n onli tinkin of drinkin e detergent... both e gurlx try so hard tuu stop miie bt yet im veri sturborn tt wad they say cant get intuu my mind... den suddenly my mum use e rm key n open my door wanted tuu ask miie wan tuu hab eat sumthing n saw miie cryin n cryin non-stop den saw my desk gt e detergent quickly call my dad over... they console miie n scolded miie... my dad took e detergent away frm miie n kip sayin drinkin it onli make my stomach hurtx n i wun die... my dad say alot n in e end alot of thing come tuu sense... n finally im awake... they say sumthing tt is veri rite... bt i dun wish tuu mention here cos im waitin e day tuu come^^ when it come i will mention it here... nt onli im waitin... every1 r waitin e dae... my dad say he was worry tt i might marry earli as he went tuu fortune teller tuu help miie see my future n it say tt if i marry earli i will divorce... n i ask wad e rite agetuu get marry he say abt 25 n above... den i say dun worry... my mind ardy set tt i muz reach 25 b4 i get marry when im veri young... hahaa... though i lost every impt thing tuu him... bt im tinkin alot y he hurt miie so much even i 4gib him n y do i still love him... so i tell myself i muz let go... stop tinking of him... n strt concentrate in my wrk n nw lookin 4 private sch tuu further my study as my dad say he willing tuu pay 4 my fees while i wrkin i can use my salary tuu pay 4 my own expenses... nw i m awake n even my dad n mum also will put in their best tuu understand miie n care 4 miie... PS: Daddy, Mummy I'm Sorry!!! N my Dearest Fren who care n support miie... Thx^^ I will do my best tuu leave e sturborn n selfish Sha... I hope u all will always by my side^^ Luvx u all Especially, Hui Lee, Shu Ting, Ci Hui, Jenny, Jasmine, Li Min, Su Jun, Jia Xin. Luvx u all^^
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